August 7, 2005
Glad my sister comes home tonight.
Well, there isn’t much to say about yesterday. It was sad, as any funeral is, especially a funeral for someone so young and taken so tragically. I still can’t put my mind around how the accident happened, but Mom thinks he must’ve fallen asleep at the wheel. I guess we’ll never know.
I find that if I really think about the fact I’ll never see Stefan again, that’s when I get sad. Easy solution: try not to think about it!
I cried alot at the funeral, which was a bit surprising for me as I am not a crier. As for my waterproof makeup? Well, I found out the hard way it is definitely not tearproof.
The luncheon after the funeral was decent. It was nice to be able to sit and visit with my family. I especially enjoyed the part when Madison declared D her boyfriend! It was so cute, mostly because it wasn’t like we planted the idea in her head. After she catapulted herself from my lap into his, I said “Ooh she likes you!” So D asked if she had a boyfriend and she said no. Then she rethought for a few seconds and said “Yes YOU are my boyfriend!” Then later he asked “Hey Madison, who’s your boyfriend?” and she calmly replied “You.” It may have something to do with the fact he let her draw all over his face with my Hello Kitty lipgloss, who knows? I do know that Madison is one girl I sure don’t mind sharing him with, because I love her too! 
I am so happy D came with me. Even though he hates funerals (although who really loves them!?) and felt awkward because he only met Stefan once, he came because he knew I wanted him there.
Nicole’s flight arrives tonight at 10:30 PM. I’ll be happy when she’s home. Let’s see how long it is until we’re having our sisterly bickers.
