April 27, 2006
Tired and confused.
I wish I knew all the answers.
Then maybe I could figure out what in the hell is going on, and ultimately make the best decision.
If I had buckets of courage I could ask point-blank and know an answer tonight, but we all know I’m a big sissy. So for now I guess I can’t do much but sit around and wait to see how things unfold.
Sorry this is entry is so vague, I don’t have much to go on as of yet.
It helps to know I have the support of most of my friends and family, but of course there are a few who would be against it right from the get-go.
Roseanne will be home May long weekend, and her 22nd birthday is the Tuesday after, on May 23rd. I’m going to have a big party for her. Not sure where. I wish she still lived here. I need her this week more than others. We’ve talked briefly on the phone and through email but it’s not enough. I must call her tonight, and talk longer than half an hour.

April 27th, 2006 at 1:48 pm
forgot. drive-in movies are fun. kids fall asleep in the backseat on the way to the movie and adults get to have a night out of the house.
P.S. this will definetely confuse many people even more than your original post. hehe
April 27th, 2006 at 4:04 pm
Hmm.. Im trying to guess what this is about..
Boys? Moving someplace? Boys? Career change? Boys?
Im just gonna guess boys.. who else can get a girl so confused and worked up? I know Ive had my fair share of those ones.
Whatever or whomever it is, I hope it works out in your favor.
April 28th, 2006 at 5:50 pm
I know what you’re referring to Brea and you have my support one hundred percent;). I think you need to do what is in your own best interests and not whats in everybody elses.
Miss you here in Sunny Vancouver!