Daring to Be » 2007 » April

April has not been a good Breanne month. Besides the obvious, and my drama queen behavior at Beta’s year end BBQ, it has been a month of disappointments. More specifically, it has been a month filled with instances of small losses, of which include:

• my ticket virginity
• a favorite ring I always wear
• one of my brand spanking new hoop earrings
• my keys
• one contact while I was showering
• my cell phone
• my most comfortable sweat pants
• at least two brand new tubes of Chapstick
• bowl and tongs from the ESS’ last potluck
• a sort of new and fairly expensive eye shadow

Just enough little stuff to drive me up the wall. I eagerly await the arrival of May.

I’m going to be happy when finals are over, because that means summer can begin and I no longer have to study.

I’m going to be sad when finals are over, because that means The BF moves home for the four months of summer.

What is that called? A double edged sword? Point is, never have I wanted April, the month of exams, to go by so slowly yet simultaneously look forward to it being over.

I applied for my dream summer job this morning…

…Realized this afternoon that I wrote an incorrect phone number down for one of my references…

…Called and left a message explaining what I did. Came out all flustered. E-mailed the correct info…

What a stupid, unprofessional, move.

Goodbye job.

I am pretty impressed with myself because today I baked chocolate chip cookies, did the dishes, made supper, cleaned my room, did a load of laundry, and finished one of the two assignments I have to get done this weekend.

I also managed to find time for an hour and a half nap this afternoon, which I shouldn’t have needed since I went to bed last night at 10:30 PM and did not wake up until 10 AM. But I’m all stuffed up and constantly sneezing, so clearly my body is telling me that I have been running in high gear for too long, and it is time to catch up on some much needed sleep.

As much as it is sort of unfortunate that everyone is busy having big suppers and enjoying spending time with family for Easter weekend while my family is too busy working and doing schoolwork to do that (we will Monday) I admit it is sort of nice to have a weekend where no one is around (namely, The BF) so I get the chance to laze around and do things like make cookies while still accomplishing homework.

Wow, that was one long run-on sentence. Clearly I need to take my stuffy, sniffly, sneezy, sleepy self to bed. (How’s that for alliteration?)

I have a ton of assignments due this week, yet am I working on any of them? No. Do I want to work on any of them? No. What do I want to do? Go visit The BF.

Tonight was the last meeting of this school year for the ESS, a bunch of us went out to Dino’s for food and drinks. I only had two beer, but those two beer shot any chance of me being productive to hell.

Procrastination is definitely one of my downfalls.

I’m sleepy.